Am I starting over or making an abrupt turn? Yesterday I had my first big cry. Bursting from behind a levee of busyness, refunds, and cancellations it just poured out of me. Then, I put on some really sad, ambient music and cried even harder. Because if your gonna go, go all the way. It wasn’t easy to sit with this collective grief. I reallllly felt like getting up, cleaning the bathroom, doing the dishes, distracting my mind with other things. As uncomfortable as it was, thi